2.28AM Mnl time.
Yep, my eyes are wide awake. I don’t think I’ll be off to bed in an hour.
My body is having difficulty in sleeping, literally like to rest for eight hours. Maybe because I’m anxious plus nervous because I’m near in giving birth to a very hyperactive little girl.
Been overthinking a lot lately. I know it won’t help me but I still think of nonsense things. Good thing my husband is there to listen and make me feel safe and that there’s nothing to worry because he’s always there for me and Crisza.
Thank God I’m loved.
Kinikilig ako ng sinabi niyang masarap pa sa luto ng mom in law ko ung pork steak ko. Ahihi
Minsan gusto mo na lang hayaan di dahil mali ka o gusto mo lang umiwas sa diskusyon. Minsan napapagod ka masaktan at umasa na naiintindihan ka dahil useless lang, kahit alam mo hindi sinadadya pero pakiramdam mo nababaliwala ka.
I don’t know. Few days ago I did something horrible. I said things that I don’t want to say. And I did hurt the only person I never want to be hurt.
I can’t blame my pregnancy nor my hormones for the actions and words that came out of my mouth. There’s no one to be blame but me.
I promised myself not to be emotional when I blog. I don’t want anyone to know what I feel because I thought it’s only for immature people to share what they feel knowing some are just ignoring it. I was wrong. Maybe. Partly.
I’m sorry for being insensitive.
I was selfish.
I was overthinking.
I got scared.
I’m blinded and foolishly ignored your sacrifices and things you do for us.
But you stayed. You made me realized how much you love me and Crisza. We’re very blessed. You’ve shown me what love really is. No one leaves and no one will be left behind. I love you.